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Go read in user info! xoxo
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| oh damn |
[16 Dec 2006|10:02am] |
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I've had a hard time since June 2006. Not starting college...but ever since I left for college..I've had friends deaths, and I found out the my boyfriend of forever welll, wasn't the amazing guy that I was in love with. Still, today I find myself almost in tears becasue I think of the past, because I haven't been able to move on nor forget. My brother is away in prison so I can't see him, and all have is my dad to really turn too. my mom is too asian complicated to get my feelings. Ugh.
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| Better-ness |
[14 Dec 2006|01:08am] |
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I can't sleep. My nose is stuffy. My head hurts. I'm tired. I have 2 finals tomorrow. I go home. I get to deal with my Mom, joy! Um, and I had a good dinner with Kim! Life is good and getting better! : ] The holidays will be good! If only my heart could feel better!
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| Update |
[21 Nov 2006|09:13pm] |
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It's been about 2 months since I updated... well ill just says things are good? Yeahhh :].. i promise to get back to this...
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| LAST NIGHT! |
[13 Aug 2006|08:58pm] |
Last night....
I hadddd soo much fun!
I went to Johnny Rockets and saw TALLADEGA NIGHTS: A BALLAD OF RICKY BOBBY with Abe last night! It was soo much fun, like fun I haven't had in months! :]
The day started out kinda bad when my Dad thought he was Jamal and definitely didn't want him taking me out. But after the miss confusion I was on my way. Talk about scaring guys away!
I enjoyed eating with Abe, cus we were jamming to the oldies.. and enjoying out food. I can say anything to him and him not get offended or just talk about anything in general.
The movie was hilarious! Ha ha, I would go see it twice if I wanted too. So you guys should really see it! :] The night ended by coming home and listening to T.I. in Abe's sweet car! I swear that guy is gonna find a lucky babe one day.
Ohh and I must say I loved seeing my Startbucks guy, Daniel there! :]
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| I'm MAD! |
[12 Aug 2006|02:10pm] |
My dad is making me kinda mad today.
He left me at home and got mad becuas emy phone bill was up when I didn't know going on the internet on it charged you.
He then thought he could get mad at me again ofr when he took my computer to get fixed and I had a list of what to fix and some passwords.
:P
I'm right now working on ym MYSPACE and just chillen. I am tired.
I didn't go to the beach today like I wished and so I'm like hmmm bummed.
I have the movies tonight and so I will lo9ok forward to that!!
Errrr, no more bad moments right now! And today was suppose to be my good day!
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[11 Aug 2006|11:09pm] |
Now that I do know there are readers, I think I want to restart writing. I remember when my life revolved on here! Ohh and LIVEJOURNAL. I even tired to get anew name..but come on... I am the 1957 PROM QUEEN...lol.
I guess this goes to my other addicting sites like Myspace, Facebook.. etc.
Well let's see. Where do I start to talk about where I am in life?? From my last few entries I notice I wrote about Abraham! He was my before in December of '05...lol. I'm actually going to the movies with him tomorrow night. (I dunno if it's a date or just a friends thing..but hey.... I like going out......)
I am home in Niceville for the next 2 weeks... til I go back to my Apt. in Tallahassee. I go to FSU and started this summer. I got all A"s so yay! I love it there. I don't party too much..but I tend to drop my guards and live it up there! I made lots of amazing friends and I dearly miss my friends here. I still can't believe I am graduated and like on to the next chapter to my life. I finally made it..lol
Usually here I can just go to Eglin all dya and get Popeye's or Starbuck's (made by my one and only Daniel! :]). Right now I just go to Starbucks, the gym and the pool. I gotta get in shape for the real ROTC in college.
I've been kind of in a depressed phase this past month due to a terrible breakup, that dealt with a boyfriend that I thought was beyond wonderful, caring and loving. He ended up coming out and telling me he's been cheating on me the whole time with a girl back home. Me and her got a talking and just found thousands of lies. I swear I thought he was something..and like in this state of unbelieving this happened to me. Errr, i guess this is what life is about and well I hope for the best for me and anyone that goes through this shit.
I think this is enough ranting for one night... I'll get back to this tomorrow! :]
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| Hmmmm |
[11 Aug 2006|12:15pm] |
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Does anyone still read this?
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| nigga, be fo realll. |
[09 Feb 2006|06:27pm] |
So its been like a million years since I updated..and since Lindsey brought it up.i thought I would....
ill get more on later...
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| BOY DRAMA |
[01 Oct 2005|05:45pm] |
So the thing that's ticking me off real bad is Eddie.
He says I destroyed him and used him.
Let's take a look..... Me and him been friends for about 7 years and he wanted to date me. I never wanted to cus we were such good friends. He alwyas asked and said it would work. Fianlly I decided too. I was at a point thinknig maybe he'd help me forget some old crushes and I'd keep my mind clear. He didn't. I couldn't stand that and I felt like I was hurting the ones I still loved and were not over. I was like I can't kiss him cus I feell ike I'd be letting myself down and my ones I love cus it felt like cheating or sumthing? My oath was to not doing anything. Even if it meant 4 or 5 months still from now.
I didn't kiss Eddie (This week, Tues, Wednes and Thurs). I only held his hand once, and only gave him friend-hugs. We talked on the phone a bit, but that's all. Boy you need to fucking grow up! Be a damn man!
I tell my friends of what I should do and they say I had good intentions and that the way I am treating Eddie is like a friend. I should end it and it's not the positive way either. They were joking about like, "Your not gonna kiss him for 4 months" and stuff. I can't or have the drive too. But at the same time, some nameless perosn over hears this and tells him I'm using him and doesn't it was my friends trying to convince me what was wrong and right! Bitches need to don't get in my business!
So finally Eddie and I talk and I kinda let him know how i feel and he claims I was using him. WTF? What did i use you for?? Uhhh nothing??? He's destroyed, he claims he doesn't know me anymore, and he can't trust me. I told him from day one, I only like you as a friend, but NOOOOOO, he wants to be girlfriend/boyfriend.
Honestly what did I do wrong? Giving him a chance and when I saw it wouldn't work out, end it? Or do nothing with him? Boys and there fucking drama! I don't even date high school obys, so I dunno why I even considered it!
Oh yeah, we were going out for 3 days! But sumhow I destroyed him, sorry that I don't have the same feelings! In those 3 days. He knew I just wanted to be friends but insisted more. And when I told him to get over it and suck it up, he say's FUCK YOU.
I'm not sad or hurt, I'm still in love with someone else and its just stupid for sumone to be mad that its not them!
Goes to show who ppl turely are, but whatever, enough with this stupid high school DRAMA, brin gon the ROTC ones! LOL.
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| play with me now? |
[28 Sep 2005|07:05pm] |
So how that im getting in the swing of things back into LJ.. i need to recapture sum stuff.
PLAY by David Banner is my new song of the month. Heck yes.
I currently lowered my picture taking to 5 pics a day?..lol
More picture posts to come.
I have 4 A's. 1 B and 2 C's!
Ekkkk, no c's or ill die!
</3
i'm young and in love.
but he's like a million miles away, deployed.
I miss him alot.
<3 abe
work them hips. runnn girrrrrrllll.
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| Run girl! |
[28 Sep 2005|06:56pm] |
Man have i not done a picture post in sooo long?
I miss LIVEJOURNAL!
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| Update? |
[24 Sep 2005|09:24am] |
Hmm, its been way too long!
Ummm, nothing much changed within the weeks.
I made friends again with ppl I didn't think I would.
ROTC is still keepin me busy.
Same with LIFE.
School is being a drag.
I found out my SENIOR TRIP is at Disney World and Frankie J and Omarion are gonna be there.
I fucking love Frankie J!
<333333333
So I'm happy now.
I found CHOPPED and SCREWED OBSESSION.
English and SPANISH versions!
Complete.
:)
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| Its been a few good weeks? |
[30 Aug 2005|05:45am] |
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Mhhmmm, so i see this comment from my friend about how I haven't been on LJ.
i noticed how i kinda moved on and am barely on.
I think I'll set time aside to read and write more.
I always had like picture post everyother day...lol.
Well School is in session.
What good news is that?
I do ROTC about everyday after school.
Synthia isn't really coming back, even though I find it hard to realize she's not. :(
One day again... she'll come back and I'll go back with her.
I met this cool Firefighter, Abraham.
He's pretty awesome.
he leaves to the desert the day after my birthday.
I wanna spend alot of time with him... :)
He's really sumthing.
There has been sum rotc DRAMA lately, but nothing worth going ape over.
My parents are still making me mad, well very mad at times...lol.
My mom is outta town and has been ofr liek a few days and it's been great.
Actually, I do miss her.
9 days til my birthday.
I turn 18.
LEGAL.
Heck yes!
i am writing this while I wait up on time to catch up.
I got school soon.
I didn't have it on monday cus of the Hurricane.
Sumwhat of a hurricane, we didn't even get affected.
Anyways, i took hot pics for my MYSPACE.
http://wwww.myspace.com/ilovejk4l
COMMENT.
Well i best be going.
I'll update later.
I love you.
Especailly,,,,,,,Kimberly
The end.
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| this is pretty good to herrre. |
[16 Aug 2005|10:43pm] |
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I'm offically over old heartbreaks and like this oversurge of happyness came to me. Yay fo that nukkah's!
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Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
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| willy wonka willy wonka |
[23 Jul 2005|12:29pm] |
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Last night I ate a restarant called MARIO's on the MON, this restarant on the Mon River and literally in sight of the power plant. So funny. I have sum pretty cool pictures so far. Oh yeah I was at the mall in Pittsburgh and I saw these 2 scene guys walk by. I finally saw hotties here! They didn't look like the "i gotta have pink hair that covers my eyes, matching black and white ultra scene look". They had cute pants with unmatching shirts and dirty hair that is hot. Hmmm, but today I've ben cookin up a storm for my cousins party tonight! We got beans, noodles, potatoes, and chicken to our elbows... literally! Lindsey (cousin) and I literally have that Willy Wonka theme song stuck in our heads and singing it. Also i just found out, you can hump potatoes but not beans... i think I will see how that goes and let you know. But I'm gonna go munch on sum sunchips and holla back later. Bye bye.
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| omg clothes |
[22 Jul 2005|08:40am] |
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I went shopping yesterday and here's what I got:
_green bee-itch shirt
_little purple dress
_little black dress
_another little black dress
_grey hollister shirt
_pink hollister shirt
_white holiister shirt
_abercrombie hoodie
_abercrombie pants
_sparkly multicolored brown flats
_mocasins
I was in this home store with a water machine with a spinning balll.... never lift up the ball. Cus i did in the store and water sprayed all over me...lol. Ate at Cracker Barrel and that's about it. Later.
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